hi I'm Jagex retired forum mod.
i have been around for 7 days and I'm there if you need help
i was introduced to RuneScape by my father, and me and him played RuneScape for a long time.
his a pilot and he died while piloting and how it happened was because the plane got hijacked, i was there in the plane when it happened. i had to move on. i was in the cockpit but i lived at least and his co pilot didn't, it was the worst moment because my father and i were always on RuneScape when he was at home he helped me , and I'm also color blind so its difficult for me to play games because of the colors , i have had the worst life and everything was hard for me , everyday i get asked that question,
how did he die? , just if you guys don't ask me that question that is the answer , its horrible every single day , i just get annoyed by this Arabic kid that just says "I'm happy that your father died" , i just had to do what i can do , beat him up , and one time it got to that point that i really sent him to the hospital and i was blamed for all of it and suspended for 2 weeks and nothing happened to that kid and i was taken to court.
for me its just soo hard to get through life but i have my best friend.
but when I'm older i set myself to be a pilot like my dad , right after this my mom got cancer.
that was worse and i had that moment to kill my self , but i didn't.
i wrote this because i am bored and i think i am useless and nothing, it was only me left in the family
and i now live with my cousins.
thats how my life is soo terrible now.
and
thats why i feel i don't deserve mod.
and this is why im not active anymore.
By Jagex